Why you are so hard to forget??

It been 1 month since tat incident happen n i juz can t forget bout it.Everytime i think bout it i think of u.Why u r so hard to forget??y??everytime i see u i feel like running away from you as far as possible n although i act so brave but actually i shakking inside.My feeling are inexplicably dragging on,as i realized that i still love you although i noe that u won t love me.T^T